11:18 || i haven't done these little journal entry captions in a little while. i will most likely throw these words away and replace it with an emoticon or a favored song lyric of mine.
i feel as though i should put more thought into going to sleep before 11pm. i've noticed that, that is when the darkness is strongest. my parents are exchanging knives into each other's backs, while i sit in a quiet room while everything echoes past my door and into my brain. it's these things that enter my mind & never find its way out.
there is no possibility that the faults in my universe are to my mistakes. even though it feels that way. i am going to turn my bedroom fan on now, and hope the breeze flows the toxicity away from me.