Got asked on multiple occasions recently why am I so much happier. So first I didn't know, but then I realised that being in prep which means sticking to nutrition to the point and working my ass off sometimes twice a day is what makes me feel extremely good.
As much as it sounds strange to some people, being in such an intense period of the year and having to fight with tiredness , and pain and sometimes hunger is what makes it interesting and challenging and especially what makes me (us) stronger.
Despite being very unlucky this year in terms of health, I managed to pull through (and still pulling ) and I'm actually grateful for that. Yes call me a weirdo and I can promise you that the '5 years ago Mish' would do the same.
Thankfully grinding , dealing with 💩 and struggling physically and mentally made me like this today. Like @jujimufu says: "get aggressive and deal with it ".